Friday, May 28, 2010
04 HIT THE CLUB by RUFFNECKBIZ
A JOINT I DID WITH ELUSIVE DA VIXEN..YA TYPICAL CLUB JOINT WE HAD FUN DOIN
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
FREEDOM
“The secret of happiness is freedom. The secret of freedom is courage.”Thucydides (Ancient Greek historians and author, 460-404bc)....“Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes.”ghandi(Indian Philosopher).....“Man is free at the moment he wishes to be.”VOLTAIRE(French philosopher)....For along time i was a prisoner of so many things.While i was never a prisoner of the state,it still felt as though i was restrained....little by little i was able to escape the bondages of my life and overcome the restraints on my soul.It def was not an easy task.But then again it made it all worth my while in the end.It is hard to live your life as an individual and become the person YOU want to be when you have someone dictating to you what to do..when to do it..how to do it...why its supposed to be done ....etc.If you have a dream it will never be attained if you dont take a risk or if you dont apply yourself.Sometimes it involves you leaving certain things to rest inorder for you put in the time needed....even if it hurts you.For the outcome will be what you put in if not more.If you dontr have the freedom to even attempt what it is you seek..how do you ever plan on reaching that goal? easy....you cant!I beleive every person on this planet has the right to pursue their dreams...but not on anybody elses terms but on their own...some might disagree...but most likely those are the ones that are the restrainers,the dictators,and the oppressors!You have to be brave enough to know when it is time to be free and not be scared of the world outside of the four walls you live in...You have to have enough courage to smile in the face of adversity...That is the principle our country is based on...Ive learned so much about myself in the past few weeks...Thanx to the people who have been in my corner and have shown me support through everything ive been going through....When i woke this morning i took a long deep breath and i stared at myself in the mirror...proud!I am a man.I have my own...I take care of myself...AND i handle MY responsibilities...i dont put my problems on nobody but myself so if i sink, i sink by myself...but if i fly...those under the wing are taken care of...those who tried to clip my wings and keep me grounded are left in the wind...after all what is the freeest animal of em all!...Nowadays i leave nothing to chance.So with that said the secret of happiness is freedom....well today im happier then ive been in a long time....ONE LOVE!
Friday, April 9, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
GOD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS...
TODAY IS A GOOD DAY....ITS FUNNY CUZ ONE DAY CAN BE THE WORST DAY EVER AND THEN THE NEXT IS AS IF NUTHING HAS HAPPENED...THE SUN IS SHINING...IM GETTING COMPLIMENTS AT WORK FOR WORKING HARD...I GET A CALL FROM THE STUDIO TELLIN ME MY VIDEO IS DONE...MY VERY FIRST VIDEO...SO YOU KNOW IM SOUPED UP...IM EVEN AT PEACE RIGHT NOW WITH MY SOCIAL LIFE...AINT NO TELLING HOW LONG ITS GONNA LAST,BUT ANY TIME OF PEACE IS A GOOD TIME...IM GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF IT...EITHER SOMEBODY IS GONNA MESS IT UP OR IM A FALL ASLEEP AND ITS GONNA FADE WITH THE ENDING OF THE DAY! GOD BLESS!
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YEA THIS THAT RATED R JUMPOFF.ITS ALWAYS A PLEASURE TO MAKE MUSIC WITH ARTISTS ON THE SAME LEVEL...MUCH RESPECT AND LOVE TO RON VERB THAS MY DUDE...KEEP BANGIN EM OUT NIGGA.Download (takeover) feat mp3
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
ANGER
Anger is an emotion. The physical effects of anger include increased heart rate, blood pressure, and levels of adrenaline and noradrenaline.Some view anger as part of the fight or flight brain response to the perceived threat of harm.Anger becomes the predominant feeling behaviorally, cognitively, and physiologically when a person makes the conscious choice to take action to immediately stop the threatening behavior of another outside force. Anger can have many physical and mental consequences...Recently ive come to understand a few things about myself and one of the main things is my anger.I know where it stems from but it is hard to understand how someone that is so cool calm and collective can turn into a raging beast at the drop of a dime...leaving everything in my path destroyed emotionally and physically.Truthfully i hate being like this.I dont like not being able to control myself.I have lost so much because of it...most of which i can never get back.I know you saying to ya self man this guy has issues,but i know im not alone when it comes to dealing with anger issues.Im not a woman beater or no bully or nuthing like that.But when i feel some kinda way ...I become blinded my fury.For example i received a text today about paybacks....Didnt know what the person was talkin bout and at the time i didnt care.I dont know if it was how it was worded or just me bein in a bad mood....but i took it to the extreme.The funny thing is that the text wasnt on no mean or crazy shit....It turned out to be something so non threatening that i had to apologize...Now i've lived my whole life being angry at something .it wasnt till i became an adult where i was able to tame my anger...when im angry i tend to do stupid stuff i would never do if i wasnt angry...by the time i realize what im doin its too late.I consider my self to be a wordsmith at times....so the times when im angry and im arguing with somebody...at that moment watever i can say to make that person have the worst feeling in the world is most likely what i would say.I would say the way i am when im mad compared to the way im am when im fine are two totally different things...its like im two people...R.A.W AND KARON.What im working on now is trying to seperate the two before i prevent myself from ever trully being happy.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Why Me?
You ever wake up in the morning and the first thing you say to yourself is why me?...Well today was one of those mornings.As a matter of fact for the past couple months i've had a few of those mornings...Shit sometimes i dont even want to get up and do what i have to for that day.Everyday i find a reason to get up and handle my business.I come to realize no matter what i do there is always going to be somebody mispleased with things I say or things I do.I've also come to realize i was not put on this planet to please everybody,and there are always going to be people who feel some kind of way about my actions.However at the end of the day who does it really matter too?...Me!You see you can make a million people happy a day but if you yourself are not then what IS THE POINT.I spent more time making others happy then i do myself.When i finally decide to do things for myself I am considered selfish,self centered,an asshole,an a whole bunch of things i beleive not to be true.I spent most of my life trying to find happiness.And all i have recieved is stress,stress,and more stress.I always felt like my childhood was short lived.I feel like i had to grow up way faster then a lot of people my age.I also feel like i have yet an still alot of growing to do.However if there is one thing you most defintely cannot say to me is that i am selfish.I am not the type to let words hurt me,but some words do have a bearing on my soul(depending on who's sayin it).They say all good things come to those who wait....i been waiting for 26 years.Its just been one thing after another.So I ask yet again Why Me? Im not a drug dealer,murderer,rapist,cheater,child molester,or none of the sort...I am a musician by nature and a artist at heart.I've done my share of dirt ,but who hasnt? The funny thing is im just now recieving guidance in my life...as a child i had none...just negativity.Therefore i did negative things.I've lied ,cheated,stole shit,beat people up,caused alot of heartache and drama.But that was the old me...The new me isnt nowhere near how i was.So I ask yet again Why Me?I see people driving around in fly cars, and im walking.I see people with fly gear on and my closet cant even compare.I know people my age with houses already,yet i still live in a apartment....Dont get me wrong im not jealous...i just dont understand...I mean i work hard everyday to achieve my goals.But it seems everytime im one step ahead something or someone brings me back down.And its crazy because i allow them too....Well you know what no more!Im putting my foot down.I refuse to be burdened with other peoples problems and forget about my own.I refuse to be someones scapegoat for a situation i had nuthing to do with.I refuse to adjust my life just so someone else can live better and feel good about themself...No this is where i draw the line.This where i take my destiny back into my hands where it belongs in the first place.Now its time i focus on my future...at the end of the day thats all i have anyway!No more Mr. Nice guy.The bad boy returns.....
Monday, April 5, 2010
RANDOM THOUGHTS pt.1
I know as your staring at the title you are probably wondering why i chose the last hope...well thats what i consider myself and my kind of music.You see things are much different now with music then they were when i was a kid. You actually needed talent and skill to succeed.Nowadays all that is really required is a beat by a famous producer,a catchy hook .....and "bam" you become nearly an overnight success. Only prob with that is....what happens to people like me with unbeleiveable potential. People who struggle everyday to get what they need to survive that surpass some of these new artists by a very large margin. We are overlooked.Take NAS for example.Illmatic is one of the greatest hip hop albums to ever drop....an eventhough he is still considered one of the best. He is being out sold by soldier boy.No offense to SB for doing his thing,but come on now.I am a firm believer of "times change" ...i really am. But you barely hear a Nas record being played on the radio.What happened to respect to the forefathers who paved the way for people like soldier boy. Also the likes of jadakiss, styles p, raekwon, beenie siegel, etc. These are the guys that get respect in everyhood they are listened to in,but they lack good promotion....Not to mention the retarded bootleggers who would put ya whole album out months before it come out. Therefore raping the artist and his promotion. How come you dont hear nobody bootlegging soldier boy album....and itts not like im picking on him ,i just feel he is the perfect example...I really feel like i am the last hope! Why? Because i can take you through a time machine. I am the old mixed with the new. I am real and i will never sell my soul for silver and gold. I am very much humble....Life has taught me many lessons to make sure of that...Most importantly i know what it feels like to have money and to be broke...I have a family that relies on me succeeding and i wont let them down....Most people would simply say im hungry. I would just say im fed up. When you put that combination together what you come up with is someone that is "R.eady A.nd W.illin'"to do whatever is necessary to bring hip hop back to life and make sure my family sleeps good at nite.....God Bless!
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